I’m safe! But heartbroken of the situation! Stockholm is my home! One horrible event affected us all so hard and so deep! I can’t imagine people going through this every day! Pray for the world and spread Love and light! Stay safe ! Talk soon ❤
My thesis has almost taken over my life… I need to break free and live!
Hey guys! Long time no see right? It feels like ages that I came down to this place called earth. My life has been a 9 to 5 hamster wheel with this freaking thesis that never seem to end, one headache after another, yet I’m trying to be positive and brave (even though life punches me in the face time to time). I try to study hard on weekdays in order to enjoy my weekends but man I’m so tired and just want to get this over with.
What’s new in my life you might ask?
Well truth to be told, nothing! I’m on the same damn spot! I did my internship last semester in hopes that it would help me land a job, NOPE! Everyone else are getting offers here and there but I got the losing ticket even though I did a good job, all the higher managers gave me compliments but no one gets hired at L’Oréal no matter how talented you are. I’m applying to other companies, no no no is all I get in the mails because we chose someone “better” so yeah that makes me sad. My thesis partner is being too harsh sometimes to me and is over ambitious and gives me bad conscious when I do something else beside study even if she “shows” that she is ok but she likes studying almost 24/7. Sure we worked hard and is still in good phase but I want to enjoy my last student life too. I have a limit, I’m not the 20-year-old Nad who could remember things by heart.
Other than that Daniel is still messing with my brain and heart!… Well one thing is still good! That I’m finally happy with who I am and I’ve come this far and in 2 months I’m graduating. From being dumped my ex on the day I started my Master’s to actually pass ALL my exams, score a great internship, meet amazing people, found love again, but most importantly finding MY IDENTITY, my happiness! That thought was out of the world few years ago. So I’m truly blessed about everything even though I getting through things right now. Thanks to my ex I’m here working my ass off instead of hiding in my room feeling sorry about myself. I’m counting my blessings and you guys have been amazing by supporting me.
I will try to post something soon! Love you guys ❤
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It’s FAT TUESDAY today!
On this very day swedes eat Semlor, which is a bun filled with whipped cream and almond paste. Many people love it, I only manage to eat half because it’s too heavy for me. I gave one to my neighbour and the other for me so I decided to have delicious berries with my semla! I miss blogging and you guys here, unfortunately my thesis takes lots of my time when it comes to writing so in the evenings I just want to chill and do something else.
But I’m doing well! Being positive and happy with my life 🙂 Hope you all are doing well too? ❤
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… I want something just like this ❤
Hope you had a great weekend! My weekend was really chill and I did other thing than studying haha
On Friday, I was in city just walking around and as I was passing KICKS, when I suddenly stopped and saw the gondola for Black Opium the Floral Shock. It was my last project before ending my internship at Yves Saint Laurent (L’Oréal), it felt really nice to see the final result in the shop so I went inside to look. Well it ended up with me buying the stuff haha but hey sometimes we need to spoil ourselves right?
First let me say that YSL The Shock mascara is my new favorite, it’s just amazing. I’m not just saying this to “promote” the product but I have tried few mascara from different brands during my time at L’Oréal and this is the best one yet. It is easy to apply, it really brings out your eyes and add volume, most importantly it’s easy to remove. As for the fragrance, if you like the “Black Opium family” then you going to love this one as well! Yes, YSL is more pricey brand since it’s more “exclusive” and luxurious but The Shock mascara is more towards Millennials and is “cheaper” than other YSL mascara.
Yesterday, I met up with two friends from high school, we decided to have dinner and watch La la land at the movies (the VIP saloon). It felt really luxurious with the leather seats and everything, I mean you paid almost $7 extra… Ok I just wanted to try it out and yes it was spacious and comfy but I won’t do this every time I see a movie ! However, I really liked the movie and was drooling over the handsome Ryan Gossling haha!
Have you seen La la land? Did you like?
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I have been living at the library the past days working on our problem statement of the thesis. It’s always difficult in the beginning to come up with a good research question without getting any feedback but thankfully we have our first seminar on Monday!
Enough about that!
I met up with my childhood friend for dinner, we decided to have some tapas today! We went to a place called Iberico Tapas & Bar . The restaurant was super cosy however it felt more like a place to have a date night, you know Lady & the Tramp vibe with the cloths haha but I was on friendly “date night” so it was okay I guess! Jokes aside, the food was really good food, I tried few dishes and they were YUM! I would totally recommend this place if you ever visit Uppsala!
We did some catching up about life and careers, we also decided to see a movie on Saturday with another friend so that will be fun! After dinner we went to the Central station and had dessert while my friend waited for the train, of course I had to try the raspberry cheesecake that was calling my name and it was totally worth it !
Now I’m at home getting ready for bed! Please let me know what you want to read more about in my blog!
Good night ❤
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Yesterday was really fun!
The day started out with lectures but unfortunately it wasn’t relevant for our thesis so we left earlier to attend the H&M lecture instead haha. There were so many people there and the presentation was really good where they explain the roles of different sectors in the company, collaboration with The Weeknd and their expansion strategy/visions which I found really interesting since I’m studying International Business. After the lecture, I spoke to more companies that were not there yesterday and some of were interested in my profile and said that I should apply to them.
In the evening I went to a pre-party at a friend’s house where we played cards and listened to E-type since we were going to see him live later. I think we arrived at Norrlands Nation around 10 PM, thank goodness we had bought tickets instead of waiting outside in the cold to get the “after release” entrance. There were lots of people at Norrlands hyping for E-type mostly for the nostalgic feels, it was like being 10 years all over again haha. My classmates and I were talking. laughing and dancing while waiting for the show to start. It felt nice to some thing other than studying. When E-type entered the stage all the kids were getting all energetic and jumping everywhere. We all started to sing out loud to the famous hits of the 90’s while E-type was mostly letting the fans “sing” his parts and the girls on stage were doing the work.
He was performing hits like Angels crying, This is the way, Here I go again, Campione etc. Sure it wasn’t the best concert vocally or show wise but it was fun. The show went on an hour or so, it was hard to keep track of the time but we went to MAX to grab some food/milkshakes before heading home. What I love about living in Uppsala as a student is that you never get bored, there’s always something going on especially with the nations, hanging with friends or other activities. The town itself is also awesome and cosy!
Hope you guys enjoyed this post and that you have a great Friday, talk soon ❤
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